“Do you feel sick? If you don’t like it, you can stop.” He leaned forward and nipped at her lips as she shook her head.

“I’ll be watching.”

She could feel his eyes on her, watching her every move. Her heart beat faster at the thought of it. Alana, who put her hand in his crotch, did not hesitate to put the tip in her mouth. He reached out and brushed Alana’s fallen strands of hair.

She wanted to do as she was told, but it was difficult for her small mouth. Her jaw was sore. So, she licked the whole thing impatiently and then took the tip into her mouth again. She sucked on it like he always sucked on Alana’s breasts, and she heard his breath catch.

Then she mimicked him and bit sweetly, and he gushed. He laughed without hesitation. His smile was like a miracle. “Don’t bite. I’m more sensitive there than I look. He put his hand on Alana’s cheek and stroked it as he said, “You’re just as bad at this as I am.”

The way he stared at her -it was a gentle gaze that touched her heart.

“You didn’t do this to Callisto, did you?”

He knew right away that she didn’t.

“Just once in a while, just for a little while, can you do what you’re doing?” With these words, Alana once again kissed the hard thing.

He looked so happy. “Alana, it’s enough. Take your mouth off.”

Alana had two people she wanted to make happy: Prince Luciano and Callisto. However, she did not know what the right thing to do was.

Still, Alana desperately caressed them. She couldn’t tell him what she was thinking; they were her forbidden thoughts. She kissed him, sucked at the tip, and was careful not to let her teeth touch him.

If she sucked strongly, he would react.

── Sir Luciano. Sir Luciano.

Alana cupped his towering erection in her hand and pushed it as far back into her mouth as she could. It was painful, but she did her best.

──I’m not sure when I fell in love with you. But I fell in love with you before I knew it.

Her tears spilt over and over.

She finally gave form to her feelings, and she was devastated.

Eventually, his rage began to pulse and burst in Alana’s mouth. She hesitated for a moment, wondering what to do with the overflowing hotness, but forced it down her throat. The sour taste spread. As soon as she licked the residue from her lips, he took her into his arms.

It was only for a moment that she could see, but she felt his eyes were wet.

“You idiot. Did you have to drink… I told you it was dirty, didn’t I?”

His hand on the back of her head crumpled and stroked Alana’s head, ignoring the mess of her hair. His lips pressed against her ear. He took a bite out of it. Again and again, she was licked and sucked.

His face moved closer; his long lashes fell impatiently.

“…Alana …I want to hold you.” Silver hair fell onto Alana.

Suddenly, their lips stuck together. Again, they parted and sucked.

This time, his tongue was twisted and licked all over her mouth. Her body was slick with sweat. Her lower belly was also slick with fluid.

He had no intention of stopping the act. When he was done, he switched to deep kisses and caresses on her breasts, waiting for her to recover.

He took Alana’s hands, and all ten of her fingers were entwined in his. His member had been inside her for a long time. Everything was connected, and it was as if they were alone.

From the beginning, she didn’t mind being held by him. In fact, it made her happy. It was hard to say when, but she had admired and been attracted to the nobleman she had met four years ago.

The book said that people’s feelings were not driven by logic, and she guessed that was true. The emotions that swelled in her heart were inexplicable. And it stemmed from him.

Even though she was the object of his hatred, she couldn’t stop thinking about him. For almost four years, she had been waiting for him to come, trying to figure out what he was up to.

She found herself growing taller and taller, trying to grow up faster. She didn’t know why she was in such a hurry to grow up, but she guessed somewhere in her heart, she wanted to be able to keep up with him.

When he killed her, she wanted to be remembered, at least in a corner of his mind. A girl like her existed.

As he kissed her, another drop of water ran from Alana’s eyes.

She had had enough. She was drunk. It was too much happiness.

Her sins were too deep for her to hope for more.